This post is going out to one and only one person with the sole purpose of telling her how much she means to mean and how much I'll miss her too when i'm away.

Hi chu chu! (: Its 12.32 in the morning right now and we're on the phone! i was deeply touched by what you wrote on your blog and i thank you for that beautiful post dear (: Our four months just passed and i have to leave for japan! (i'm a big meanie, aren't i? haha) i'm so sorry i have to leave dear, you may say that its coincidence perhaps, that your busy week coincides with my holiday. But one way or another it just feels different knowing that i'm a few thousand kilometers away from you. and thats the reason why your tearing now and i'm trying my best to cheer you up! (: i want you to know love, that wherever you are, my body can't always be, but i bet you darn well my soul is. Each and every thought i have starts with, wonder what's cheryl doing now... haha! thats love alright, and we are, deeply in love with each other. a week apart may be what seems to be a test of our strength independently. How we struggle to survive amidst the world around without our precious ones by our sides. But also, it's also, honestly, a brilliant way to realise and acknowledge the fact that we have, hand in hand, come upon this stage of our relationship. We miss each other terribly, yes that we most definately do. However the real maturing of our relationship exists when we, try everything in our power to have a sort of contact with our loved one, yet at the same time, try to hold ourselves back from making each other paying too high a phone bill. haha (: Love is indeed priceless my love, but we can't be inmature thinking and end up causing our bills to explode. Thats why we learn to understand each other's situation better, learning to sacrifice our wants for our needs. Sacrificing what we want for someone is most definately love. It may not be for the person you wish to spend your entire life with, but in this case it is however. And I, yap ying loong kenneth wants to spend the rest of my unpredictable life with you, cheryl chu.

We shall stand strong together through this single wave of test of our relationship, for it strengthens us for the many more to come. Together forever, forever together love (:



Distance is only a measure,
and so is time.

For the past four months,
I didn't count day by day,
second by second I was with you.
I simply couldn't

I was drowning ; couldn't even breathe.
In a sea of love I could tread no more.
I became part of each wave.
And each time i surfaced to breathe.
You would fill the air.

All i had to do was take you in,
filling my lungs with an endless supply of love.
I am alive again.

Alive with you,
flowing through my veins,
in my bottomless well of thought.
And over every strand of hair of my body.

Reviving me once more.
Thank you,
for letting me love and be truly, loved.
I love you Cheryl Chu

every word of this poem has been sought from the bottom of my heart. there's no doubt i'm drowning in your love babe (:

be strong, i will be for you (: