HARRROOOO EVERRRYYBARDDY!!!

the clock is ticking and time is inching closer and closer to a very very special day! (: my beautiful girlfriend is in dreamland right now because she's sooooo tired from all her matches today! (: congrats on getting overall champ dear! (:

anyways, i will type another post when the clock strikes 12, but for now i'll just blog breifly about the past few day's happenings (:

hmmm, wednesday wednesday wednesday.... hmmm, nothing much happened in school, and i met my dearest girlfriend at vivo after school! (: she was sick from flu and a bit of sore throat she had in the morning. We went home early cos i forced her to! haha! :P she was sick so i had to do what i had to do and send her home slightly earlier so she could have a short nap before dinner (:

As for today, I had a short leadership workshop after school which wasn't that spectacular but i enjoyed being with the people in my group (: Clarence found our "G" spots and that really got me high! haha! :P after the workshop, i went to toa payoh! to get the r4 cartridge changed for a working one! (: and now....... IT WORKSS!!!!!!! AFTER SO MANY FAILED ATTEMPTS IT FINALLY FREAKING WORKS!! MY HARD WORK PAYED OFF COMPLETELY!!! i know there were times while i was attempting so, my mood got really affected and i ruined my chu chu's mood as well. i'm so sorry dear, but look! i finally have it working already! i initially thought of not going, but i told myself i remember saying that i'd do anything for her, no matter how tired i was i was gonna get this stupid r4 cartridge changed (: and i did! (: after which i went to clark quay to meet mummy and we went to chinatown's OG to shop for her shoes for a bit and we came back home!

okay people, i have to call my love in a bit. and i'll post again later! with a photo of something special! or thingS rather. haha! (: byebye!! (:

Labels: the countdown begins (:

hello everybody!! haha (: we had a wonderful match today against juying sec! and it'll be one of the most memorable ones yet! MVP goh jia hao led our team to victory in the last 5 seconds! five seconds which started with kok tiong passing from the side line, and jia hao letting it into net! i had my fair bit of fun as well, blocking and cornering no. 15 because i didn't really like his face and that he was pushing everyone. So i decided to take control :P Kok Tiong did a wonderful job shooting 3 pointers today and Quek qi!! well, lets just say he seemed like he was playing volleyball to me. haha! but anyway, well done with taking care of 196 bro! great job! (: the team played tremendously well today! we fought till the last 1.1 second! (because jia hao scored the foul in at 1.1 second (: ) well done guys, so proud of our achievement! lets try our best to thrash tanglin on the 11th alright?? (:

oh, and the score was bbss 42-40 jys MVP: Quek Qi and Jia Hao (:



moving on! (: not so happy news but i wanted to post this cause i thought i'd let my dearest know how i feel about the me be grumpy too often thing (:

i know i tend to have the capacity to get grumpy one too many times, and from the deepest wells of my heart dear, i truly am, sincerely sorry. Sorry for the fact that you have been trying so hard to keep it to yourself, and that you have gave me all your patience, which is more than i can ever ask for. I just want to let you know that attempting to download games into the r4 cartridge for you to play on the ds i'm giving to you is something i really want to do, specially for you and no one else. Its something i've been wanting to do not to prove to you i can supply you material things in our relationship, no, definately not proving anything to you. I just simply want you to have the best that i, as your boyfriend, can ever give you. you ARE my girlfriend and like it or not you're gonna be pampered till you're spoilt :P i'm gonna give my all for you, for us, for our relationship. Things will stand in our way but i'll be your diamond hard wall, your diamond horned bull, pushing through each and every difficulty we face. I hope you'll give me more time to adhere to your request. I will change for you or so help me god i am not the one worthy of you dear. Like i said, i want the best for you, the best i can give you. I will change for you, and be the best darn boyfriend for you there can ever be. You know what my heart wants to say to you right now, but i'm not gonna say it out :P Chu Cheryl, the best girlfriend in the world, the most possibly pampered, and one heck of a girlfriend i'm proud to have every single day of my life. baby, take my hand and pull me along to every battle you have to fight, i'll be there for you whenever, wherever. Nothing will stop me, only you can. Nothing can make my heart feel whole except you. Nothing, Nobody else, only you. You are my only one (:



Gushes through my veins, with time it clots
it is red.
full of fury; rage
not you, them i fight.
for you it flows
stop it will, the day will come

then,
souls entwined we rise
beyond the clouds and the oceans
together we still are,
knotted souls.

Labels: Forever and ever.

haha. hello people. i was staying over at my aunt's place yesterday and before i could post using the computer, i fell asleep. haha. anyway, friday was pretty simple. and thanks to the wonderful, brilliant minded ex sec 4's, we had only a half day of school. thank you guys. i taught a wonderful group of girls basketball during pe. haha. ruishan is totally a shooter man..haha. anyway, school ended and i had to help out with the sec 1 cca orientation exercise. and at first there were 14, now, there are 24. muahahahaha. i managed to pull an extra 10 cadets into ncc land. haha. achievement seh... haha.

soon after, i went home to bathe and change and again, i was out of the house and heading for dearest girlfriend's school. (: we met at the bustop and we went to vivo at bk for lunch. (: she made me eat lots and lots of fries and drink lots of coke. haha. (: stubborn little girlfriend of mine (: after lunch i sent her back to school for her training and i headed to daddy's office. studied how crude oil broking goes about for a while and daddy went to bangkok. enjoy your trip daddyo. (:

after that, went to nicky's place to hitch a ride to ngee ann poly for jie jie's performance which was totally awesome. well done jie jie and friends. that was some fine acting. (:

after the play we went to the market for some food and i ended up in ah chim's place. and fell asleep till 9am this morning. haha. sorry sorry i fell asleep dear. (:

the day didnt start out good when i met up with chu chu, but i'm happy that things got better soon after (: sorry i was so grumpy this morning dear. i'm trying my best not to be grumpy as often already okay? (: thank you for returning back to, not normal, but better than normal. (: so happy to spend today with you dear (:

soon we had to split and i followed mummy to her colleague's malay wedding which was cool during the ceremony and all (: the first malay wedding i have ever attended. after which we went to vivo to shop for some stuff. and i made mummy look totally young in some clothes. haha. and sorry mummy for buying such expensive shirts ( we both heard the price wrongly). and now i'm back and daddy's place posting. (: yay i managed to post 2 day's worth of events! my job is done. goodbye people! (: will be back tomorrow. byebye!

Labels: cheer up baby (:

hello everybody! i shall start posting almost everyday from now on since baby dearest complains that my blog moves as fast a snail. haha! i've got lots of things to post about on the events that have been occuring the few days before but i'm kinda lazy to type so much so i'll just keep it simple alright? (:

Friday

ah it is on this day that i have once again obtained and embraced the priceless feeling of helping an old folk.
I was on the way back to school. just after meeting baby dearest, and i was at clementi station and i was on the lift down to street level when there was this old lady with a plywood cupboard about a metre tall who was on the lift as well. so when she got off the lift, she lifted the cupboard and started walking to wherever she was going. And of course she was having difficulty doing so. I was in a rush to get back to school for ncc training, but i thought i'd have one chance to help this old lady, so might as well do it now (: so i went over, told her i was willing to help her carry the cupboard, and when she insisted that she didnt need help, i just lifted the cupboard for her (i know how stubborn some old ladies can be) ! (: immediately, that priceless, wrinkled cheek to cheek smile just came out (: now thats what life's about (: walking, i asked her where she stayed. she said about 8 blocks from where we were and insisted that after we crossed the road she didn't need anymore help. ignorant i insisted that i carried it till i got to the lift of her lift (: she asked if i was in a rush and sorry auntie i had to lie to you so you wouldn't feel so bad, but i told her i was on the way home! haha! we walked and chatted for a while.

Just the two of us, 2 generations apart, yet the bond for human to human love could be felt, thats the untouchable, priceless feeling of helping a stranger. Then, you realize both of you aren't really strangers after all, for we all share a common bond. And that bond is, love. We all have love for one another, sadly material things and influences have made it unnoticeable. Love, its still there in between every one of us, covered by a layer of dust, waiting to be swept away (: anyway, back to the chatting. apparently the cupboard had came from her sister who was staying somewhere around clementi as well. haha. and i was asking her, why she didnt get someone else to carry it. And she told me her son was out at work. Well, we soon got to the void deck where she saw her neighbour, whom had mistaken me for her grandson! haha! well, we waved our goodbyes and that was the last i saw her priceless smile (:

Then, that wonderful, gut-twisting emotion came. Something i haven't felt in a couple of months now. i've always thought of helping people in a sense that, if someone needs help, we should go all out to help that particular person no matter what he or she has done before. We should give more second chances, for the people who try harder each time yet still fail. They shouldn't be neglected by society, instead society should help them. For you never know, the person you help might be someone who plays an important role in your life. Love one another, care for one another, for you never know, it may be the last chance you ever can.

and now, readers of my blog, i'm so freaking tired of typing, i wont post about the few days after last friday except for a simple post about today. my apologies for my laziness (:

TODAY

well today was a pretty straightforward day, no tests, thank god (: today's match was against bukit panjang. We played rather horribly. but i remember lifting someone off his feet because he was on top of me while i was trying to get the ball. I was on the ground while his legs were above my shoulder area, and when i stood up, he flew!!! haha! anyway, Come on guys we have to push ourselves for the full 40 alright? dont give up no matter how big the gap. i seriously believe we can do it (: add oil add oil ar. Jiahao dont give up okay? we can do it one. and thank you so much for your compliments today. you inspired me to play even better for the next 2 matches! i will ping all the way bro. all the way. hope you guys enjoyed the sugar cane, jiahao, hanyi, yihao and brandon. we shall have porridge again next tues eh? haha!

Labels: life's unpredictable

Its the second day of bbss's 08 ug bonding camp and everything has been going better than what i expected. A few minor disciplinary problems arose but we managed to deal with it easily. Everyone's enjoying themselves, while i, well, i'm observing emotions. A human's happiness can be so easily triggered, its like starting a fire with a lighter. It's the most beautiful thing about life. How putting a smile on someone's face actually can put one on yours too. Its inevitable. Sadness is an emotion we try to but fail to avoid. Like happiness, it too is an emotion. And emotions are inevitable whether you like it or not. Sadness goes away easily at times, but when it becomes too serious, it becomes serious.

I didn't mean to make you irritated dear. Like the title of this post suggests, i would never do anything to hurt you deliberately. I would never let you fall and just stand and watch. i love you, and i'd bring you the best first aid box full of everything you need for the smallest wound you have. Moreover, i'd treat your wound with tender, loving care. It is my fault this time, i'm the one who unknowingly caused a traumatic, corrosive hurt. And whether you'd like me to say it or not, i know what i did wrong. I'm going to apologise to you dear, from the deepest wells of my heart i'm sorry, i'm really reallly sorry for what i've did. I was going through feelings of neglection and i started being moody. And in this, i started neglected you. i'm sincerely sorry for my silly mistake and i make this promise and swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth (: I WILL NOT BE GRUMPY UNLESS UNDER DIRE CIRCUMSTANCES and and, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope you like my post dear! (: and that things will return to normal asap okay? i miss the creation of endless happy moments together! and a humongous thank you to all those people who've been supporting my dearest girlfriend these few days and cheering her up! thank you thank you thank you!!! i have to go attend a short meeting now! will update in a bit! i love you chu cheryl! hugs and kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!