Its the second day of bbss's 08 ug bonding camp and everything has been going better than what i expected. A few minor disciplinary problems arose but we managed to deal with it easily. Everyone's enjoying themselves, while i, well, i'm observing emotions. A human's happiness can be so easily triggered, its like starting a fire with a lighter. It's the most beautiful thing about life. How putting a smile on someone's face actually can put one on yours too. Its inevitable. Sadness is an emotion we try to but fail to avoid. Like happiness, it too is an emotion. And emotions are inevitable whether you like it or not. Sadness goes away easily at times, but when it becomes too serious, it becomes serious.

I didn't mean to make you irritated dear. Like the title of this post suggests, i would never do anything to hurt you deliberately. I would never let you fall and just stand and watch. i love you, and i'd bring you the best first aid box full of everything you need for the smallest wound you have. Moreover, i'd treat your wound with tender, loving care. It is my fault this time, i'm the one who unknowingly caused a traumatic, corrosive hurt. And whether you'd like me to say it or not, i know what i did wrong. I'm going to apologise to you dear, from the deepest wells of my heart i'm sorry, i'm really reallly sorry for what i've did. I was going through feelings of neglection and i started being moody. And in this, i started neglected you. i'm sincerely sorry for my silly mistake and i make this promise and swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth (: I WILL NOT BE GRUMPY UNLESS UNDER DIRE CIRCUMSTANCES and and, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope you like my post dear! (: and that things will return to normal asap okay? i miss the creation of endless happy moments together! and a humongous thank you to all those people who've been supporting my dearest girlfriend these few days and cheering her up! thank you thank you thank you!!! i have to go attend a short meeting now! will update in a bit! i love you chu cheryl! hugs and kisses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!