been too busy lately with life and all the "joys" it has to offer (:

okay since i'm listening to nice music and it has a pretty good rhythm with it, this shall be a happy post. haha.

lets see.. events events events.. uh... the furthest i can remember is... wah i really can't remember man..

okay, the photos you see were take when my sweetheart cheryl and i went to vivo! i think it was this week.. yet again i can't remember! haha. Cool shades right?? don't worry they're not mine, i got them for cheryl from tangs! for around 17 bucks? yeah around there lah.. 

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(sorry ar people i really have short term memory, can't really remember what happened over the past few days. too many things already. haha (:   )

haha, hmmm seems like my baby's having problem with her laptop again. haha! seeing her msn picture popping up every few seconds (:

well, today was okay. Had two freaking tests of which both i completely did not study for. haha (: i wish i did though. was too occupied with math homework last night. Went to meet up with cheryl after school! We're kinda poor today so we went to kopitiam for lunch. haha (: she had delicious honey chicken rice, which i thought was tasty (thats why i said delicious), though there was a little too much gravy. haha (: and i had hor fun! and we shared a bowl of fishball soup as well, because my little princess wanted soup! (: she ate lesser fish balls than me of course. haha (: was about to explode when i finished all the food ( including cheryl's!) haha (: went to get curry puffs cos she wanted to eat at home, and we headed home after that. Couldn't send her to the gate today though, how sad, i think i have yet to send her to her gate this week, and i doubt i will. haha! (: anyway, baby's still got a bit of cough/phlegm, so get well soon baby! drink gallons of water okay? (: must listen to boyfriend ar! :P

moving on to the slighty sadder part of the story:

I'm sorry baby i really can't get the thought, about our future, out of my mind. I'd really be so heartbroken to let there come a day where because of our religious backgrounds, we'd have to go our separate ways. To readers, i know it seems far-fetched, my thinking, but i'd really hate to know that after being together for so long, we'd separate because of something that i knew deep down, would cause this. I can't bear watching you in hurt, more over, in the future. I love you so much that i'd do anything to minimize or at least relieve you of as much hurt as i can. I hope you understand baby. It really means a lot to me, our relationship now, and our relationship in the future. I do want to spend more years of my life with you, but then again, if its at the cost of your heart being wrecked beyond recognition, i'll give up my selfish wants for you. I'll do whatever thats possible for you.

hope this kinda clears things up a bit. (: